1. |
Prologue
08:10
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Everything started to fall
I knew there was no turning back
And no matter how hard I tried
Your love was turning black
But maybe I could have tried more
But my prison was my own thought
The thought I thought I’d escaped
Long before the rut
No words to capture my goal
And nowhere to get back
Just like that
Just like that
Just like that
Just like that
And then I went away
Nothing could have made me stay
I packed and wrapped
Forgot the president of my heart
So I smiled and cracked
With everything on my back
No hope, no call
You weren’t even alone
I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
But I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
Memory of when you talked to me
See a glimpse of my own destiny
But you’re frosted in a second’s spree
And I’m lost inside insanity
Well now and then I might just see
A little bit of you inside of me
A memory, you out casted me
And never ever let me be
Memory, in the street I see
The little you inside of me
And then I went away
Nothing could have made me stay
I packed and wrapped
Forgot the president of my heart
So, I smiled and cracked
With everything on my back
No hope, no call
You weren’t even alone
I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
But I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
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2. |
Beautiful Day
02:55
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It’s a beautiful day
Got to be on the other side now
It’s a beautiful way
To get back on the trail of the sunrise
And a beautiful stray
The reflection of me in the river
It’s a beautiful day
But I don’t know if I’ll stay
A gray scale accolade
I’ve become just a moment, renown but forgot over time now
Me away from my pain
Back again from the rain feeling moonlike lukewarm inside
I will step on the train
Escalator of brain towards an old glimpse and down for escape time
Down inside there’s no fight
What’s the use for a bite of a new drama pan sight glue mind?
Beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful way
Got to hold on the other frame tight
Like a beautiful name
Got to run to the city outside
Coming down, timing round
Everyone’s gathering now
Break around in a needle of sunshine
Carry more, carry on
Feel the pain, lose control
Hey I know I will just come pace down
And I know I will just come pace down
From this beautiful day
I’ll just go on a moonlight serenade
Got to be on my way
But the pictures will stay
It’s a beautiful day
It’s a beautiful day
A beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful day
Beautiful, beautiful
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3. |
Prologue (Reprise)
01:32
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Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Bleed, let it bleed, let it be, let it bleed
Die, let it die, let it die, let it die down
But then I went away (Memory of when you talked to me)
Nothing could have made me stay (See a glimpse of my own destiny)
I packed and wrapped (But you’re frosted in a second's spree)
Forgot the president of my heart (Lost inside insanity)
I smiled and cracked (Well now and then I might just see)
With everything on my back (A little bit of you inside of me)
No hope, no call (Memory you out casted me)
You weren’t even alone (Never ever let me be)
Couldn’t know (Out in the street I see)
Couldn’t know (The little you inside of me)
Die, let it die, let it die, let it die now
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4. |
Anything Like That
04:14
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Waking, faking, braking, taking, shaking, wasting
No one else’s soul is in the garbage can disposing of its primal glow
Hoping, knowing, blowing, slowing, aging, flowing
Over knowing
Everything in danger of destroying lonely magic though
Oh, not at all
I never wanted all this time at all
I never wanted you like that before
I never wanted you like that at all
Had I known that you’d be like that at all
I’d never wanted all this time at all
I never wanted you like that before
I never wanted you like that at all
Had I know that you’d be like that at all
I’d never wanted all this time at all
I’d never wanted you again, no more
Had I know that you’d be like that at all
I’d never wanted you
Staking, waiting, standing, raping, falling, glowing
Image slowing in my mind I’d been out but now I grow
Solitary, underbelly, fugitive, revolutionary
I don’t know
I never wanted you like that at all
I never wanted all this time at all
I never wanted you again, no more
Had I know that you’d be like that at all
I’d never wanted you
And even if sometime in my mind I find that you were so right to waste me
I changed my heart inside and
I walk around and bite my tongue and feel the pain I’m never resting
And memories will come
And I will just drown them
Cause I never ever felt a pain like this before
I never felt a pain like that at all
I should’ve known
Dissimulating while wrestling the pain
Never wanted anything like that at all, never wanted anything like that at all
Smiling and breaking and burring my heart in the sand
Never wanted anything like that at all, never wanted anything like that at all
At all
But now I’m faking every day so you can know
A new start is just coming overthrown
I’m getting older but I wanna know
If you just ever felt like this before
And left to wander aimlessly alone
But now it’s really cool so you must know
That I never felt like this at all before
I never wanted all this time at all
I never wanted you again
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5. |
I'm Not Gone
02:46
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Let us embark on a Sunday feeling
Let’s take the street for a ride
I was just nothing as I was learning
How to get fixed tonight
Now my heart is open cut out feel good
I got to stay on my way
I’d merrily get back to that second
That I first felt this change
I’d feel the change again
I’d feel the chain again
So picture yourself on a boat on a river
Invading the air tonight
I have to be on the other side now
Since you opened my mind
All these pictures, all these dreams I had in the past
Now come back
Since you believed in me, I’ll believe in you
The matter and not the fact
I’m not gone
I’m not gone
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6. |
The Ride
03:42
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A second of laughter
A second of pain
A second’s forgiveness
A second of rain
Following thoughts brain scattered
In vain
Breaking a rule of desolation
And fame
I was just running and running away
Looking for pit stops on a dark lonely way
I was just feeling and feeling the same
How come I never want this again?
A burning flame but never a fire
I stand up here but you’re the one on the wire
Lost understanding of the funeral pyre
I’ve buried myself forgot the desire
So, I was just running and running away
Looking for pit stops on a dark lonely way
I was just feeling and feeling the same
How come I never want this again?
Forget all the worries, come realize
See all the truths right through your eyes
Give me some passion, give me some hope
Maybe this time ‘round something will work
Don’t you go running and running away
Looking for pit stops on a dark lonely way
Make me feel abandoned on a strayed motorway
Tell me you won’t go wasting again
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7. |
The Great Divide
03:04
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Are you lonely out there?
Are you thinking of me?
Crystallizing pain
How could this be?
Am I far from your heart?
Are you on a new a start?
Million miles we’re OK
Or maybe apart?
Do you need any help?
Or have you cleaned out the shelf
Full of pictures and glimpses
Of memory?
Baby, how can this be
Is it cool that we’re free
Or are we living a life
Of misery?
Is this hopeful
Or tonic inside
Or does it create
The great divide
Is this strange
Or strangled in time
Or does it evolve
Into our great divide
What can I say
Maybe you’re on your way
But is it a new day?
Or just the same?
You are stamped in my heart
But this is only a fact
In a harsh and strong pact
Of a broken stay
Do you hope anything
Or is it just an untuned string
In a chord that we play
On empty stage?
Is this hopeful
Or tonic inside
Or does it create
The great divide
Is this strange
Or strangled in time
Or does it evolve
Into our great divide
What can i say
Maybe you’re on your way
But is it a new day
Or just the same?
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8. |
Roll of Love
03:27
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Everybody now
Roll your love, roll your love, roll your love
Followers
follow sunshine
Believers
Follow words
Good fellas
Only exist in books and films
Reasoners are prisoners
of what they tend to call The Truth
But truth, truth is hard to bear
Like a calling of a sizzling stare
But maybe
There’s still hope
For many
Of the marching souls
Forever
What a crippling little word
Happiness takes its stress
So relax and have another joint
Come on, join in for the world
Meaningless, meaningless just like this song
It’s simple
Like the dew or the rain
Can’t stop it
With your anger or pain
Livin’ it, livin’ it
‘gainst all odds
Forgive the forgiveness
Of the never-ending roll
Of love
C’mon, everybody now
C’mon roll your love
All together now
Everybody roll your love
Yeah
Followers, followers
Followers, followers
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9. |
Almost There
03:45
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It’s almost there, it’s almost dead
A funny broken silhouette
It’s almost dawn, it’s almost fate
It’s almost playing in my head
It’s almost deadly all the time
The time that keeps on passing by
You cannot catch it if you try
You only have to find out why
Sinners keep on sinning
Winners keep on winning
Losers keep on losing hope
Fathers keep on dying
Mothers keep on sighing
Sons and daughters keep on keeping on
It’s almost ruined, almost changed
It’s almost something that’s not said
Almost memory, almost wait
Following a cyclic shape
Almost fighting, almost grave
Finding out a soul escape
Maybe running’s not too late
But we are the walk of fame
And sinners keep on sinning
Winners keep on winning
Losers keep on losing hope
Fathers keep on dying
Mothers keep on sighing
Sons and daughters keep on keeping on
I’ll try again
Blending in with time
So please don’t let me down
I think I can
Turn this whole thing ‘round
But is it worth the try?
A fatal wound
Won’t slow me down
Your eyes will break the fall
How can I light
All that’s been left inside
Map out a master plan
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10. |
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Solar in distraction
Mindless words
We’re the main attraction
In time’s claws
Maybe find a penny
For my thought
Got to walk another
Street of hope
Go find the final words
Find the final words
Find the final words
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11. |
Higher
02:10
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I was gonna be a little star
In the Hollywood of your heart
I was just getting higher
Could have only gotten higher baby
Open the doors and climb to your bed
Holly Christ, that’s what I said
Get me a little higher baby
Oh, let’s get some more higher baby
But I’m not the one
She explained while
Waking up
Waking up, waking up
Waking up on a beautiful day
Removing thoughts of desperation and pain
How I’d like to get higher baby
Won’t you like to get higher lovely
Let’s go and get higher than a cloud
And please don’t go
Oh my love don’t go
And leave me here all by myself
To dream all alone
Come and play
Come and play with me
Again and again
So endlessly
And harmlessly
Eventually
We’ll fly
My love
Fly so high
My love
We’ll fly away
Why won’t you stay?
I was gonna be a little star
In the Hollywood of your heart
I was just getting higher
Could have only gotten higher baby
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12. |
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When we were inside my head
When we stayed up really late
Everything was on the plate
I will go inside your head and fix your broken mind
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Bleed, let it bleed, let it be, let it bleed
Die, let it die, let it die, let it die
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Reaching for a way to be free
When you didn’t have to see me
Walking round is good to be
How is knowing how the loneliest days
Are back in style
And maybe I’m a little tired
Walking on and on is free
Checking out what I’ll never be
Eternally
Running over, you didn’t need me, you didn’t feed me
I will go inside your head and fix your broken stay
Hey, hey, hey
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Bleed, let it bleed, let it be, let it bleed
Die, let it die, let it die, let it die
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Come inside, I need a place to be
And everyone is being freed but me
Nothing ever mind, I see
I will go inside your head and fix your broken pride
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
Bleed, let it bleed, let it be, let it bleed
Die, let it die, let it die, let it die
Burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn
And then I went away
Nothing could have made me stay
I packed and wrapped
Forgot the president of my heart
So I smiled and cracked
With everything on my back
No hope, no call
You weren’t even alone
I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
But I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
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13. |
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She’s the girl in the armchair without arms
Just a girl in the armchair without arms
She speaks, she dreams but she’s hard
She brings something I forgot a long time ago
She is but she’s not
In a dream
But dreams, well, that’s her favorite scene
The girl in the armchair without arms
She never gets out of bed
She’s miles and miles and miles ahead
The girl in the armchair without arms
The girl in the armchair without arms
She’ll let me be from the armchair without arms
She’ll make me see the stars that aren’t stars
She feels like crowbars in the morning
She never goes out but it’s so soothing
Yeah she’ll know she throws the sparkle
Sleep tight dream some
Cause she’s high
She walks like a dream but she speaks like an indecision
The girl…
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14. |
Closure
03:15
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Speaking is not hard to do, the waiting is living hell
But maybe one day you’ll see I wasn’t so hard to bear
Forgive my intrusion in things I couldn’t have foreseen
And believe my loving of love that cannot disappear
It should have been
We should have been
We should have been
It should have been
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15. |
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It’s a beautiful day
Got to be on the other side now
It’s a beautiful way
To get back on the trail of the sunrise
And a beautiful stray
The reflection of me in the river
It’s a beautiful day
But I don’t know if I’ll stay
A gray scale accolade
I’ve become just a moment, renown but forgot over time now
Me away from my pain
Back again from the rain feeling moonlike lukewarm inside
I will step on the train
Escalator of brain towards an old glimpse and down for escape time
Down inside there’s no fight
What’s the use for a bite of a new drama pan sight glue mind?
Beautiful, beautiful
It’s a beautiful way
Got to hold on the other frame tight
Like a beautiful name
Got to run to the city outside
Coming down, timing round
Everyone’s gathering now
Break around in a needle of sunshine
Carry more, carry on
Feel the pain, lose control
Hey I know I will just come pace down
And I know I will just come pace down
From this beautiful day
I’ll just go on a moonlight serenade
Got to be on my way
But the pictures will stay
It’s a beautiful day
It’s a beautiful day
A beautiful, beautiful
Beautiful day
Beautiful, beautiful
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16. |
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Everything started to fall
I knew there was no turning back
And no matter how hard I tried
Your love was turning black
But maybe I could have tried more
But my prison was my own thought
The thought I thought I’d escaped
Long before the rut
No words to capture my goal
And nowhere to get back
Just like that
Just like that
Just like that
Just like that
And then I went away
Nothing could have made me stay
I packed and wrapped
Forgot the president of my heart
So I smiled and cracked
With everything on my back
No hope, no call
You weren’t even alone
I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
But I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
Memory of when you talked to me
See a glimpse of my own destiny
But you’re frosted in a second’s spree
And I’m lost inside insanity
Well now and then I might just see
A little bit of you inside of me
A memory, you out casted me
And never ever let me be
Memory, in the street I see
The little you inside of me
And then I went away
Nothing could have made me stay
I packed and wrapped
Forgot the president of my heart
So, I smiled and cracked
With everything on my back
No hope, no call
You weren’t even alone
I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
But I couldn’t have known
You weren’t even alone
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Peca
Peca is one of the most important voices of Romanian playwriting. Besides writing for the stage Peca has been writing and home recording lo-fi songs, with a DYI attitude, experimenting with different genres and sounds in an unique way. His recent albums include "Lo-Fi" (2011), "Murray Hill" (2013), "Basic Instructions for Love" (2013), "Basic Instructions for Death" (2014) and "Pieces” (2021) ... more
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